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Thursday, 19 June 2008

  • melancholy

    where is she?
      Bursting into flames. Screaming through pain. drenched in.... blood? Or is this my mistakes?
      I'm sick of running from the truth. i'm tired of my long nights and wet pillows of forgotten tears that creep up on me in my sleep. I want to awake to my previous life of bliss.
      Not even in my place peace can i find the comfort i need. Sad eyes over whelm my beauty and it gets lost in my emptiness. I miss her....Where is she?
     How sad it is that only a few shorts kicks to the ribs. Leaves you breathless. Like a fish with out water. Except some how this  fish is drowning and there seems to be no hope for air.
     She use to giggle and fall over herself and flow. Now she or this, over thinks her self and doesn't smile as much and isn't as bubbly as she remember.
     Tomorrow she will find herself she claims. And tomorrow will be her brighter day. But where is she? And what do i or how do i find her. I find pieces of her joy scattered across the floor and in cracks and in  hidden places.  And as i scramble to pick them up before they are lost again. I get cut on the broken glass of one of my flaws. And our drips more of realities rude awakenings. Oh how  I need her......

    Where is she?

Friday, 30 May 2008


  •  Feel Me!  

    I long to feel the hands of my love once more...
    where has he gone?

    My soul aches. Am i drenched again with melancholies and miseries? I need him to find me. So I can love me!

    Joy seems as a distant memory... just as his kiss. We were, we are, we use to be... but now the lovers that were entangled in one another, are so much in need to be separate.

    Despair in thine eyes. And pain in mine. How is it that now it is such a burden to kiss you. When it wasn't but yesterday that i yearned for the subtle  yet vibrant taste of your lips.

    All I want is for you to feel me! Kiss me! Hold me! Indulge once more in my beautiful mysteries that use to satisfy thee...and love me. Oh please won't you love me.

    Feel Me!

    ...my sweet

Saturday, 19 April 2008

Thursday, 03 April 2008

  • One of those morings.....

         As i arise from my slumber. stretching out across the bed, breathing in the  mornings air. My heart feeling heavy and drenched with melancholy. hmmm... suppose its just one of those mornings.
        i dress quickly and take u in my arms as i always do. Looking at you, taking in all your beauty and splendor. Simply handsome as always. Giving you a soft kiss and a warm hug. Only in your arms do these mornings and times resemble beauty and comfort. The buzzing upon my ears comes to a low hum and for a moment i am back in our tranquil abyss.
       As our kiss comes to a end, feeling ur soft lips part from mine. I gaze into your eyes.  Lying back on the bed with you. Holding hands, whispering "i love u". Feeling the gentleness and firmness of your hand as you grip mine. Leaning over to rest against you. Head rested on your shoulder. Kissing on your neck now. Heart blossoming from sadness to bliss. Cheeks warm and palms sweaty. Hands trembling a little as i still another kiss. moving to lay back by your side, when suddenly you pull  me back into your arms settling me on your chest.
         Delivering unto me a passionate kiss that sends chills through my body and delights my spirit. Sinking into the sensual arousal of the love u give ever so willingly as each time we kiss.... mmm so lovely! Heart racing, each thump growing louder in my ears.
         Our kiss more intense now. Your hands smooth over my back. My arms locked around ur shoulders. Burning intimacy coursing through our veins, rippling across our skin... sending vibes of orgasmic exstacy back and forth. Kissing a little deeper. clutching on to your waist....heart pounding, body temperatures ascending.....pulling my lips from yours..... both of us gasping...as i relax back calmly back beside you. On one of those mornings like this the ten second sadness before hand is worth it.......

    how i adore our mornings<3

Sunday, 23 March 2008

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  • passionate poemist+sublime romantic=me

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  • so beautiful and so wise. a treasured suprise that blooms every m in ur  beautyore. everything and mine. beauty in all i do. me

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  • ServentOfGod19
    heyhey sorry i havent commented i just have been busey gonig threw alot im just going around trying to make some friends so if you want to be my friend let me know lol god bless
  • priorities
    Hi* I see an invite* Do I know you..was it for me? not sure* take care..Lee
  • Oboro
    thanks.
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  • Oboro
    thanks.
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  • beautifulbre23
    merry christmas and a happy new year!!!!! god bless. peace. much love. cherish the time u have now cus we are not promised tomorrow. love harder. pray harder. encourage more. love yall. best wishes bre
  • sdrawkcab_em_daer
    SMMMOOOOCH!! haha! kiss tag ur it! *runs away giggling*
  • sdrawkcab_em_daer
    your so sweet chocolate bear. Muah!! I love you Bre.
  • ServentOfGod19
    hey do i know you???
  • beautifulbre23
    hidden feelings rapturious attraction firey passion lascivious lust divine appeal. wat do all these things have in common?
  • beautifulbre23
    brilliance is in ur words. beauty is in ur eyes. sparks in ur touch.